I Have A Forty-Four Dollar Haircut!

Hi. So, remember that last blog where I fawned over a girl that I liked? Yeah, that's not gonna happen. More specifically, she isn't interested in me. Which is fine. It happens, you know? Not every girl that I'm attracted to is going to run to me, and I completely realize and accept that. However, when you decide to take a girl out on a date to a rather awesome restaurant (Applebee's FTW.) AND to a movie (Avatar FTW.), that tends to send the signal that maybe, just MAYBE, you might be slightly interested in them. And most of the time, it's not considered polite to essentially ignore that person after said date.

Then, when one of my incredibly close friends decides to have one of his friends ask this girl about the situation, you tell them that you aren't interested in me AND that you like someone else. Super. You could've just told me "Hey, I had a great time, but I don't think we're going to be together" or whatever, but no. You decide to say absolutely NOTHING to me. And the fact that I have to find out your deal is through a forwarded text message from my friend doesn't exactly ease the pain, so to speak.

Now, I'm not trying to say that you broke my heart or anything like that, and I personally don't think I'm being too overdramatic here. If you weren't interested in me that way, you should've just told me. I wouldn't have been hurt (well, at least not as much as I am now, anyways) if you'd have just said that. And if you knew you weren't interested in me before our date, then you should've just said that beforehand and I would've been totally cool with that. But instead, you don't say anything, which already makes me think I did something wrong and all has gone to hell. So, I'm not really mad or anything like that, because it's an absolute waste of energy to be upset and all anger does in situations like this is cause more trouble. I'm just saying, as childish as this sounds, that you have officially hurt my feelings by your actions (or lack thereof, I guess in this case). So, if that was your goal, then mission freakin' accomplished.

And people wonder why I have a lack of confidence with females.

Rant over.